Dear You

Dear You

Do you know I still cry for you?

every thought of you, every tears for every heartthrob

Do you know I am still falling for you?

to that beautiful smile and lame winks

Do you know that I miss you?

your smiles, your laugh, your cheesy-ness, just you.

Do you know that I still think of you?

every day, every night, every seconds

Do you know that I prayed for you?

every day, every prayers, every whisper

Do you know I am still waiting for you?

every moment,

silently praying we'll be together, forever

every day not a single day passed without you

except physically

you've left.

xoxo

- aya -

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maybe i have no longer have any spot in your life. but i will always keep you close in mind. 

as long as i have this feeling, the spot shall be yours. 

as long as these feeling are strong, i would still love you unconditionally. 

you shall live in my heart, in my prayers, in my mind.

i loved you, i still love you, i will still love you

it hurts, every thought of you falling for someone else, it hurts. 

i wished i could be enough for you. i wished i could make you happy and complete

but i guess i am not..

maybe someone else could...

whatever makes you happy, then i wish for nothing more. 

as hard as it is, 

as hurt as it is,

i want your happiness more than my own.

Ya Allah, please mend my broken heart.